A Dream...

I once had a dream of owning a bookstore (because I love to read! Not academic books by the way!) - I declared this in January 2005.

I once had a dream of sending my family to pilgrimage - I declared this in 2007.

I once said this to someone who used to be my *ohok-ohok*, "One day, one of my dreams is to speak in front of tens of thousands of people in a stadium and said a bonus sentence especially for you, *CENSORED* (Lebih kurang cematulah bunyinya in Englush." - I declared this at Multi-Purpose Hall, UBD, on Wednesday, 2*th May 2008 (I still remembered it, duhhh!).

And so on... Thinking about it now, wow, so many unfulfilled dreams of me that had not been fulfilled.

But, recently, I made a new dream. Cuba teka, apa nah??

And my dear readers, my dream is, impian saya adalah:

TO MEET ALLAH SWT IN THE HEREAFTER!

Insya-Allah!

The number one nikmat mengalahi nikmat tani mendapat syurga! And yes, in other words, syurganya syurga adalah bertemu dengan Allah, yang mencipta semua ani, the rahmatan lil 'alamin. Let's think about it this way people, di syurga atu ada lagi syurga bah. And syurganya syurga atu adalah bertemu dengan Allah. And so, dengan mendapat syurganya syurga, automatically tani pun mendapat syurga jua macam bidadari-bidadari, makanan-makanan, negeri-negeri, and so on.

And my dream and my focus is, once again, 100% fully TO MEET ALLAH SWT...

But, it's hard people, I tell you... I understand that it's not easy... Sakit rasanya... Sedih rasanya... Kan menangis ada jua... Kan give up ada jua... And bla bla bla... Sabar, sabar, sabar... This is nothing and only a very, very small thing compared to the meaningful adventure of nabi Muhammad SAW...

Ohh no, pukul satu dah... nanti lagi ku sambung ya, insya-Allah... Kan sambung revise, then tidurrr...

Pray for me, people... Pray for me to stay in the right road that I chose...

*Building blocks after blocks to make stairs of unknown heights to meet Allah in the hereafter and really, really hoping for his rahmat dan keredha'an, insya-Allah... Though, I know and I expect that I would fall so many times along the way because of this dunia yg bagaikan 'bangkai'...*

Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum datang kepadamu (cubaan) sebagaimana halnya orang-orang yang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa malapetaka dan kesengsaraan, serta diguncangkan (dengan bermacam-macam cubaan) sehingga berkatalah rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya: "Bilakah datangnya pertolongan Allah?" Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amatlah dekat." [Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 214]